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Have you ever felt loved and neglected at the same time?
Have you ever felt needed and redundant at the same time?
Have you ever felt secured and cheated at the same time?

Have you?

I did try to understand.
I did try to compromise.
I did try.

Did you?

I know i can trust you.
I know i can be honest with you.
I know i can rely on you.

Can you?

Exams finally over! Hip hip? Hooray! What does this mean? This means I can chat with my gf, only kokin and diy yer, till 5 am. This means I can go out for late night movies. This means I can go camping at ubin. This means I can overnight at east coast. Woah! 2 months baybeh.

So,let’s see, what have my “fans” been missing? Hmmm, last Saturday, I’ve got my SPIB picnic! It was superb. The food was fantastic, the company was tremendous fun (yup, lots of bitchings and gossips involved), I mean it was power! Anyway girls, if u want the pics, I’ll bring my lappy on the next class, u girls bring your thumbdrive, I’ll transfer it over ok.

Next was, SYF 08! Kudos to East View for getting silver in dance. It was fantastic. So ya, went down to NUS where the event was held. And I love those last minute touch-ups with Noraini. I love Zulaikha too, she’s so pretty! Noraini, u did great ok! U know, I’ll always support you. J
Next up, hmmm, Harold and Kumar was hilarious. THE BOMB. I couldn’t stop laughing with the girls. Needless to say, the poem by Kumar touched me. If only someone would read that to me, FAT HOPE. In the first place, all the guys I know doesn’t have the capability to write such stuffs. Maybe those PUNK ROCK MAUT kinda songs, maybe can ah.. hahaha.

In the morning, i went out with someone whom i've not met in months. and what a surprise! he lost lots of weight, and he's darker. HOORAY! i mean hooray to the dark thingy, not the losing weight part. and it spells out F-U-N. we ate "OUR" trademark Mrs Fields cookies. hehehe, and he asked me for a 300 watch for his birthday! hahaha, azli, u can dream on. Petaling nye can? anyways, today was a joyous occasion. take care love, and don ever let the "MAT REP" spirit into u.

Ok, now serious business. I think I’ve bottled up my emotions about certain issues, but right now, my tolerance level is at an all-time low. I no longer can take anymore lies, manipulations and constant drama of yours. How old are you, again? Come on, we deserve better than this. You expect people to understand you, and hell yeah, we did. We listened, and we always offered a helping hand whenever you needed it. But den again, what you’ve been doing is unfair. Actions definitely speak louder than words. Maybe it’s time you prove it. I’m sorry if my words hurt, I’m just stating a fact. So ya, maybe you should consider your friends feelings.

Apart from that, I’m cool. I love my life. Alhamdulilah. Shikin and Diy, let’s go blading.

Ps: Kau suka main buih? Aku suka main buih! Buih-buih lah selalu!

Labels: the power of BUBBLES

there were cakes, delicious food, sheesha, presents, cards, laughter, gossip and 2 favourite people. today was superb. i love the 3 hours session with my girls. SURPRISE! yay, i almost made them cry. first, was the cake. then the cards, then the present! damn, i'm good at making my friends love me. hahaha. anyway, i declare mosi cafe the best chillax place ever. good food, good sheesha and good service.
thanks girls for the wonderful night. thank YOU for the wonderful night after. you people made me smile, for a very long time.

yesterday i was having fever. i woke up feeling crappy. my forehead was burning, my throat hurts and my eyes were bloodshot and watery. so, basically i was in bed the whole day till 7pm, when i dragged my feet to the toilet to wash up and change for agama. but miraculously, i felt better, much better in fact. so, ape lagi la kan. menyetan balik. after agama, i went to jb with shan to top up petrol and makan maggi goreng pedas. hahaha. ok, nak dgr cerita? i went to jb with my tudung, hehehe, can pass off as minah2 kastam. so ya, traffic was bad, jam all the way to jb. and then, due to shan's "smartness" to bring me to lorong bapok, we were lost. we went in some weird lorong and ended up at angsana. took us bout 45 mins to find the way back. so ended up eating at tempat KL Menjerit. it was all cool. den about 1 plus we made a move back home. ok nak dgr cerita lagi tak? on the way home at SLE/TPE, while on our bikes going at abt 90/100km, we both decided to cam whore. so ya, while riding we took pictures, videos and even stood up on our bikes! stunt la konon. nak buat superman tak jadi, ada kereta. chey, actually aku takot. hahahaha...

next stop - gelang patah and umbai ok?
next next stop - pasir gudang?
next next next stop - R6 08?

next stop -exams abiskan dulu baru boleh plan! :)







Finally, no more nightmares about sastera assignment!!! i'm amazed at my ability to complete the essay within 4 hours, let's just say i took more time reading the book. well, today was pretty good. went to town to have dinner at Ramen Ten and then off i went to BORDERS!! borders is my heaven, a place where i won't care about anything else besides all the books displayed there. so ya, i bought 3 books. didnt i just bought a few books last week? hahahaha, shikin, u know better..

anyways, a conversation i had with someone just now kept playing in my head. Right now, i'm masking my true feelings about that particular issue. How can someone be so ignorant about it? how can someone take things so lightly? how can someone even smile and laugh about something so serious like that?

i dunno... i simply dunno.... what to expect and what the future holds.

Right now, i just want to get through my exams and then, i want to go somewhere far, somewhere my mind can be free...


i'm at home typing this entry while my leg is bleeding. the reason? I've just been hit by a car. This aint a joke. and the best part, the driver drove off after hitting me and i was wobbling along the road trying to stabilise my bike and in the process, hurt my leg. and it all happened 2 minutes away from my house. i'm still not happy bcos first, the driver drove off quickly and secondly, my bike cant even start right now? and what does that mean? means that i cant ride my bike. lucky for me, it happened in broad daylight whereby there were several people who saw it. i feel like cursing till i ran out of breath now. i shall start now... @#%^^&%#Y%^&*&^%$#WQ@#%^&*(&^%$#@!~@#$%^&**(&^%$#@!@$%^&*(*&^%$#@!$%^&*(&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()&^%$#@!@@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()&^%$#@!~@#$%^&*(&^*(*&^
ok done! siape nak bayar pipe aku yang calar tu!!!!!

AARRRRRGGGGHHHHHHH

i simply adored my weekends. Although my conscience nagged at me for choosing to party instead of studying or at least getting started on my assignment, I still carry on with my plans. Talk about being in denial. Yes I am scared of exams, yes I am scared of my assignment. But ya, as shikin would say, “EX-CITE Nampak?” hahahaha...


I need to stress on the word COUSINS. I simply love my cousins to bits. So, there was a kenduri at Mak Long’s place. After helping out and stuff, all of us lepak at the corridor talking nonsense. But of cos there were some serious agendas being discussed. Chey... things like, asal petrol mahal? Asal beras naik harga? Asal erp gantry makin banyak? Asal mas selamat belom kena tangkap? And to all that question, jawapan kita mengarut. And then my uncle came and *poof*! He came up with this terrific idea to start a “design” where all the members are family. Hahaha, and guess what it will be called? KWD!!! Keluarga Wak Dollah. Hahahahhaha. The place for meeting will be simpang bedok spize. Frequency will be at least once a month. Sungguh suka. And ya, abang jang stop psychoing adik to buy xr4 motard. I had enough of it from some other people. ADIK,stick to super 4 if u wanna buy one.


And yes, then there was the ajis-yana chalet. Both turned 22. Hehehe. i haven’t been in close contact with any of them for the past 1 year, since I started NIE. Cos everytime they wanna lepak or go out, I either have plans or busy with something. So when I met them, terubat rindu la konon.. they are the same like before. Haha, lepak nak mampos. And apian’s hair is super weird. Potpet and ajis still the same ass-es like before. We promised to lepak more this time. I try to keep my promise ok!

Ps: untraceable rawks! Go watch.

I LOVE YOU.



i love love love my day today. i love love love my girls today. guess what we did for fun today? repeat after me people, ICE SKATING!!!!!! and all this when our sastera assignment is due next wednesday, there's ujian on monday, and exams in 2 weeks..
let's talk about ice skating. one word to describe it: GEREK nak mampos. ok, thats three words. haha. paling byk jatuh tergolek is me and diy.. best la, nak pegi lagi.....

ok, yesterday was the school visit at mee toh school. fun jugak la, me and shikin sat together and as usual, we both behaved like eager primary 1 kids playing tamagotchi. hahahaha, get it friends? Balik kita gi makan swensens at causeway point. And then we battle krumping at the carpark. Definitely, I’m the best. Shikin is good at techtonics(is that how u spell it?) and mairah is good at shuffling (ya rite).

ok la, malas nak update. nak gi turun bawah block, nak tampal sticker-sticker pat motor nyer crack. butt crack. :)

SHE is loud, hilariously fun to be with and loved. Bikes are her ultimate ecstasy.Men makes her tuck in her tummy, for obvious reasons. SHE loves ALLAH.Can't stand HER? then YOU are an IDIOT.


Nur Aishah Bte Mohd Isa
22 years old
October 19, 1986