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    Saturday, March 17, 2007
    3:10 PM

    this post might be the most contradicting post ever, i know... but dear people, guess wat? Within a short span of 2 days, lots of things had happened and i'm coming to terms with it... Firstly, bout my dear fren, noraini, i really feel for you girl... be strong and u know, i'll be here if u need a fren! u take care babe...i pray for yr happiness and marital bliss...


    And yup, do u know how much it hurts to be a less important object in someone's life? ya, i guess thats me and what i'm going thru now.. i put in effort to change everything in my life, and to know that someone doesn't really appreciate it, that is a stab to the heart... Yup, me and moyong are having big troubles... and those smiles and laughter, truth is they're plastics... i'm deeply hurt... i have to agree with the girls, that we can never truly 100% trust a guy even if we're married to them... and it shows... what noraini said is true, guys are never content with that they have...


    while i'm here thinking about everything that has happened in my life within this 2 days, someone out there is having fun... when he went out with me, it's always the same jeans,shirt and slippers but when with others, he put in effort, with all the craps... For what?? to "pancing" anyone? Do u know how much it hurts!!!!!! well, he never knows how i feel... how i sacrificed my time despite my hectic schedule all for him!! however busy i am, i do think bout him, if he only knew about what i talk abt him to my frens...


    But heck, i dun wanna be just another girl... it's time to be different... it's time to pursue my dreams.. it's time i look good for myself!not for anyone else... Despite all this hurdles in my life, i'm gonna pull thru... i have God, my family & frens with me... and for once, i wanna start believing in myself... i'm gonna do this and emerge as a Survivor... without any man in my life..

    CRISIS defines LIFE... and LIFE is ME...

    "You will only know what kind of a person you are by going through a crisis..."
    On My Own...

    know HER...
    SHE is loud, hilariously fun to be with and loved. Bikes are her ultimate ecstasy.Men makes her tuck in her tummy, for obvious reasons. SHE loves ALLAH.Can't stand HER? then YOU are an IDIOT.


    her NAME is...
    Nur Aishah Bte Mohd Isa
    22 years old
    October 19, 1986


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