Friday, February 02, 2007
7:35 PM

This entry will be very emotional, firstly due to my state of mind and secondly, due to people's weird behavior... Maybe i'm sensitive, but fact is, people do treat other people like a speck of dust or more precisely like a SLAVE... wassup with that? I'm really getting pretty emotional about things lately, it seems like i sacrificed a lot for others, but what do i get in return? And don't take in consideration the fact that i'm single and dateless!!!Gosh... Is it just me or the hair? I think i shall straighten my hair out, not to be vain or anything, but i believe that all the luck is there when my hair is straight! goodness, i'm spouting nonsense...
I do have a special place in my heart for this someone, but apparently, things didn't work out after like what, 4 years? ridiculous? I know... I tried looking at it from the positive light, but nothing came up... Why after 4 years? why not after 4 days? Didn't i waste a whole lot of time? Yes, i still do think bout him and stuffs, but i tried my very best not to let it affect my daily work... Yes, i still do cry in the middle of the night, hoping that what we have will be restored.. i still do cry, i still do whine, i still do feel the pain... but it's inevitable... i go thru this every single day alone, praying that i do get stronger, but people don't know that actually, i'm crumbling deep down inside... it aint easy to let go... it aint easy to just open up yr heart to someone else... Well, fact is, i'm trying to move on bit by bit... It may take a long time, but i believe God will help me pull thru...
FRIENDS? what are they? who are they? i'm confused by this term... Is "friends" supposed to be with you only when she feels lonely and run away as soon as she's found someone else? Or are they supposed to stick with you through thick and thin? I wonder... Cos i'm stiil finding that "almost perfect" friend...
I MISS MY LIFE A FEW YEARS BACK.... I MISS MYSELF!!!!!!
know HER...
SHE is loud, hilariously fun to be with and loved. Bikes are her ultimate ecstasy.Men makes her tuck in her tummy, for obvious reasons. SHE loves ALLAH.Can't stand HER? then YOU are an IDIOT.


her NAME is...
Nur Aishah Bte Mohd Isa
22 years old
October 19, 1986


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